Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Third letter from the Guatemala MTC dated November 18, 2014

Hola Familia!
Wow!! I cannot believe that it has already been 3 weeks here!! Tomorrow marks our half way mark here in the CCM.  We have all started crying already.  lol  It’s funny...we cry when we first get here and then we cry because we have to leave.  Ironic.

This week feels like it has flown by.  That is good and bad, I guess.

To answer all your questions Mommy...
We don't get to print anything here. So that’s a bummer, but oh wells.

The little mall here didn't have much so please send me some good quality shoes in the box if you can please. The ones we bought from Ross are dying already!  Maybe a pair like Aunty Ben talked about.
We wont be able to go back to that little mall by here anyways.  Next pday we should be going to a market, but I’m not sure if we will.   

Oh yeah mom, sorry I haven’t answered your question as for what I want you to send in my Christmas box.  But here goes…..

·      Can you send me some socks, the ballet ones and the kb ones. 
·      The most important thing is photos!  Can you please print out some photos of all of you guys and everything please! 
·      If you can print out those quotes you emailed me too that would be awesome. 
·      A small Hymn Book in English.
·      A razor stick cuz I forgot mine at home. I brought all the refills but not the stick!  Duh.  I have one in the shower and one in my drawer. 
·      My blank journals.  I was such a fool to leave them!  I use the ones I did bring so much!  They are in my bottom drawer.  I should have made room for them in my suitcase.
·      Scripture crayons “Eagle” brand.  They are like $4 from Deseret Book store.  Mine are already super short!
·      A Rock Man t-shirt.
·      Could you please print out some work-outs?
·      The Zumba workout dvd’s if you can buy them.  I think they are expensive though so if no can no problem. They said we will have little dvd player things out in the mission field and it will be safer to workout in our apartment.
·      Can you print out cut outs of the plan of salvation and laminate them PLEASE!!!!
·      Not so important but if there is room in the box can you put li hing mui gummy candies from 7-11 and hi chews candies in the box?
If it is too expensive to send this stuff then don’t worry about a Christmas box.  It is not a problem at all.  REALLY!

Things here at the CCM have gotten crazy.  We got about 100 latinos this past week. So the CCM is BUMMIN!!  But really...they moved us to different classrooms and changed everything up on us so that has been a little hard.  But we can handle.

They also gave us a new schedule this week, which has taken its toll. We used to have deportes, which is sport time, right before dinner but now we have it right before lunch.  That makes us so tired after lunch.... I feel bad for our teachers but I am trying my hardest not to be tired. 

So here is a little outline of my schedule since you have been asking:

Wake-up at 6:15
personal study 7:00
language study 8:00
breakfast 8:30
language study 9:00
class till 10:15
then sports till 11:15
lunch at 12:00
then classes till 5:00
5:00 dinner
more classes till snack time at 8:00
then companionship planning at 9:00
prayer and song with totas hermanas at 9:40
lights out at 10:30

hahaha nothing too exciting.

Anyways, now onto this week.

I had the most awesome experience in one of my lessons.  We were teaching our investigator Josue, or Joshua, in English.  We were planning on teaching him about the Atonement.  When we walked in and asked how he was doing he shared with us that his grandma had just passed away and how hard its been for him.  I just remember praying in my mind to my Heavenly Father to help me know what to say and to help me help him.  I also cried to Grandma Lahi in my mind and asked her to be with me.  I was overwhelmed with the spirit. It was so strong.  I didn’t even say very much in the lesson. I just felt Grandma Lahi’s arms around me and I started to tear up.  I tried to not show that I was crying.  I prayed that Heavenly Father would help my companion know what to say cuz I couldn’t get the words out.  The lesson was beautiful.  Josue was touched and so were we.  I know that my grandma was there and that the spirit helped to comfort Josue.  After the lesson we walked out of the room and the first thing, Hermana Galland turned to me and said: "I felt your presence in there so strong".  I just started to ball.  Both of my companions asked what was wrong and I shared with them what happened to Lahi.  They both told me that they could feel my grandma’s love and spirit as well.  It was amazing.  I know that our loved ones that have passed away are still so close.  I love my grandmas so much.  Both of them!

Thanks dad for those awesome stories of how our family has left a legacy of service.  I thank you and all of my family for the amazing example of service that you all have set. It is true that so much joy comes from serving others. I have been trying this week, when I have a moment of bad attitude, to do service to someone.  Whether it’s my companions or the staff or teachers or elders or whoever.  It always makes me feel better!  It is interesting how when you are doing something good for someone else you end up being the biggest beneficiary! 

That night after our lesson with Josue my district was outside planning for tomorrow and all of a sudden a 10 minute long firework show goes off.  It was so beautiful and so unexpected. I don’t know why, but I started to cry again.  I just felt my Savior's love so strong for me and I am so grateful for that.  I also thanked Grandma Lahi for helping me in that lesson, because she really did.

Another awesome thing that happened was on Sunday.  We have district meetings after devotionals were we talk about personal things with our district.   We were outside and an elder named Elder N., who barely ever talks, says "I feel like we should go around and talk about why we are on our missions" and everyone was like SURE!.  So we went around and everyone shared their “why”.  My, can I just tell you how grateful I was for that.  Hearing everyone’s conversion story and the story of them coming out here was so amazing.  These missionaries are coming from all over the US and they all have such different backgrounds yet we all have the same desire…. to help share this wonderful message of hope and love!  To share with the Central American people that Christ lives!  Even though coming out here was harder for some than others, I am so thankful for each and every one of them.  I love them.  Elder S. shared his story and I felt the spirit so strong.  Due to time, I’ll make it short.  He has an older brother who has chosen not to follow the gospel.   He said that part of his reason to serve a mission was to help his brother.   He shared about his love for his brother and I just couldn’t hold it in.  Elder S. almost didn’t make it out on his mission due to financial issues but the Lord works in mysterious ways and he is out here.  His brother is starting to read the Book Of Mormon and he shared how thankful he was to the Lord for helping his brother and for answering his prayers.

I love this gospel so much.  I am amazed at how much my testimony has been able to grow just within the first 3 weeks.  We talked and learned a lot about the Atonement this week.  How awesome it is! Elder Holland gave a talk called “Missionary Work and The Atonement" and I don’t know that exact wording but he was talking about missionary work and he said something along the lines of...

“I am convinced missionary work is not easy because Salvation is not a cheap experience.  Salvation never was easy.”

I forget it all now but next week I’ll write the whole quote.  I don’t have my notebook with me!  You can read the talk on www.lds.org and just search for the title of the talk.  Read it!  It is so awesome!  Write me and tell me what you think of that talk.

I am running out of time on the computer!  I love and miss you all. I’m happy to hear that Uncle David and Paini Leka are getting better! What about Bishop??  Hope you feel better too mommy!

I love you all and I miss you like crazy but I know I am where the Lord wants me to be.

LOVE YOU!!!

-Hermana Kava-

Saturday, November 15, 2014

Second email from the Guatemala MTC dated November 11, 2014

AHHHH!!!! FAMILY!! I miss and love you all!!

I can't believe you guys pulled Secret Santa names already.  Thanks Josh and Sweetie for telling me who you picked.  I always had too big of a mouth.  Mine was never a secret!  Lol

I'm bummed I missed all of Nela’s fun mission farewell stuff this past week. If he didn’t leave to Ghana yet, tell him I love him and will pray for him. Tell him it’s hard but the blessings are so worth it.

Hey I have thought a lot this week about Uncle David?? HOW IS HE DOING???  How is Paini Leka?? I pray for them so much.  I hope that they will get out of the hospital soon!

I have a rule. No crying when reading my emails. That makes me cry. Lol  The elders all look at me like I’m a freak. Then by the end, they lean over and ask for a tissue. Ha ha ha ha

But I have started to write things down during the week so I remember what I want to email y’all.

This week flew by.  It’s crazy how fast it went.  We lost contact with our old investigator Junior.  :(  But this week we got 3 new investigators.  Which is AWESOME.  The lessons are getting much better.  I have gotten pretty good at Spanish already.  But I still need the LOADS of work.  I thank my success with Spanish completely to the Lord.  In the beginning of the week, my district realized that our Spanish wasn’t where we wanted it to be.  We were getting frustrated.  So we decided as a district that we wanted to fast.  Not just a no-food fast…we went on a no-english fast.  Probably the best thing I could do.  24 hours with no English kinda forces you to pick up Spanish.  It was hard, no doubt, but my Spanish since then has improved so much.

So for today’s p-day, to answer grams question... We did go out. Every p-day we have the amazing opportunity to go to the Guatemala temple.  Then right after the temple we did like a 5 minute walk to this little mall.  It was cool.... THEY SELL MY MACADAMIA HAIR PRODUCTS!!!  Best thing ever.  I was so happy.  Then we came back to the CCM and ate lunch and played volleyball.  I wrote sweetie a letter and I think they send them out tomorrow.  Last p-day I wrote mom a letter.  I’m trying to write one every week.  But they say it takes 12 days... so we will see...  Grams I miss you and Papa so much and hope that you guys have fun in Hawaii for Christmas.  I will be thinking of you guys. 

BTW DONT SEND A PACKAGE TO CCM!!!  Send it to the mission home.  I don't think it will get here in time.  I’m not sure what I need though Mom.  Let me think about it and I will try to write it to you next week.  If that is ok?

Elder Tufuga said that IS his aunty!!!  What a small world.  Elder Tufuga is from California and will be serving here in Guatemala.  Elder Ngungutau... is from Dallas, Texas.

No one in the CCM is serving in my mission except for one elder.  Elder Sione Fua.  He is the Samoan elder and he is from New Zealand and is my district leader.  He is awesome and so I am excited to able to serve along side him.


Hey, please tell Kawehii Hall that one of my teachers served in Las Vegas and she knows KAWEHII!!  She had her 2 last transfers when Kawehi came.  THAT MADE ME CRY!!  Felt so good to hear someone knew her.  I miss her.

BTW I love the photo book.  I use it like everyday….In lessons, class, and basically everything.  I have a problem with showing my family off.  BTW can you add Maui and Kim to the emails?  I miss them and have thought a lot about them this week.

Another thing that’s super random... Idk why, but I lead the music for every class.  Don’t ask me why they ask the tone deaf one to lead. Ha ha  But whatever.. I like it.

Today is a super exciting day for the CCM!!  Since we got here... it has been all North Americans but today we finally get some Latinos!! It’s so exciting!  So far we have only gotten one elder from Argentina. He is awesome and really good at volleyball.  But I’m excited to meet the sisters.  We should be getting 17 Hermanas.  So I’m super excited!   Hopefully they can help me with the Spanish.

Fun fact: Every Sunday we have to prepare a talk in Spanish and the bishopric will call on someone last second.  It’s crazy nerve raking... but at the same time exciting.

Okay btw I am so thankful for my Polynesian side and my latina side. I don’t think I have ever been more grateful for who I am.
So thank you mommy and daddy...


I hope I answered everyone’s questions.

Okay now for the good stuff...

This week was awesome.  I feel like every week has its ups and downs.  This week it was mostly up but when I was down, I realized something.  I realized that you need to be constantly striving to do your best.  I learned that you can't be lazy for one minute or the Lord will pull blessings from you. There was one day that I was so tired I didn’t say my morning prayer and I didn’t have the best attitude. Worst day ever!!!  I know now that the Lord doesn't just want, He needs me to work my hardest 24/7.  He needs me to be the best missionary I can be because I have a purpose here.  I am not just here to learn and grow.  I am here to bring Heavenly Father’s children back to Him.  He needs them back with him.  It's not my time. It’s the Lord’s time and I wouldn’t dare waste the Lord’s time.  My love for my Heavenly Father and Savior grows more and more every day.  I love this gospel with all of me.  Lessons are sometimes frustrating because I fell the spirit so strong and I feel this huge burning message I want to share and there is only a tiny window that it can come out of.  I look forward to the day I can let it all out.

Read 1 Nephi 7:12.  This scripture has helped me so much.  It always reminds me that with the Lord all things are possible and that I can't loose faith.

Side note:  I love reading and studying everyday... I feel like I learn so much!!!

My district sang a song at a devotional and I wanted to share part of it with y’all....

"We are as the Army of Helaman.  We have been taught in our youth. And we are now the Lords missionaries.  We'll bring the world His truth."

I loved it.  And I love you all... And again thank you all for your prayers.  I honestly feel them.  I feel your love every minute of the day.  

Tell Daddy I love him so much... I pray for him so much.  I was at the temple this morning and I managed not to cry…..Until I started to pray for my family… I BALLED!!
It’s okay though, everyone is getting used to my crying already! lol

Please tell Vela and Mary I pray for them every night and I pray for aunty Wendy.... That she will be able to let Mary go. Lol

Tell Aiona thank you so much for the “novel” and that I will write to her next week oh….. and …..HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!

Mom I don't have Bishops’ email... But can you tell him I love him and am praying for a quicker recovery. I hope he feels better!!!

Please tell Aunty Benita Happy Birthday too!  She is so awesome.

I love you all... My sweet sweet family!!  Hang in there!!  You guys are so awesome.  Thank you for being the kind of family that I love to talk about and I love to brag about.  LOVE YOU ALL!!!


 LOVE YOU ALL!!! KISSES FROM GUATEMALA!!

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--Hermana Kava--

Saturday, November 8, 2014

My first letter from the Guatemala MTC dated November 2, 2014

Hola mi Familia!
OHHH MY GOODNESSS!!!!
It feels like I have been waiting a life time to send this email. First of all, ignore the misspelled words and what not. We only have a short time to write and so I am just going to rush through this cuz I have a lot to say...

Thank you guys so much for all of your e-mails. They made me cry before I even opened them. I am going to be honest with you guys... This week has been the longest, shortest, happiest, and saddest week of my life. The first 3 days were the hardest days I have ever endured. I stayed up all night crying. I didn't think that it was possible for me to miss you guys all so much. Being here has made me realize how much you guys mean to me. And how my family is the most important thing in my life. I thought I would miss my phone and facebook and my room. But I don't care about any of that. All I care about are my family and loved ones.

This week I have learned so much. The lanugage is difficult but I am getting the hang of it. I have the best teachers!! They say Hola! btw. But I am so grateful to be here. I have never felt so close to my Savior and Heavenly Father in my life. The spirit is so strong. I see the spirit in everything I do. In talking to my companions, my teachers, the staff, & everyone. We have an investigator named Junior. We teach him a lesson every night in SOLO ESPANOL! Which is difficult but the spirit leads us to know what to say. I can give a lesson in spanish!!!  Who would of ever thought I could do that in 1 week!!!  The gift of tongues is SOOO REAL!! I can bare/bear my testimony in espanol as well.  Its crazy!!  Everyone here is soooo kind.  I wish I could explain how strong the spirit is but I can't.  Everyone wears a smile. Its so beautiful.

The first 3 nights when it was the hardest, I would cry to my Heavenly Father and beg Him for peace and comfort. I have never felt so miserable in all my life. I kept praying for H.F to bless me. Then the 4th night as a I kneeled by my bed to pray I started crying again. Not because I was sad. But because I was mad at myself. Here I am praying for the Lord to bless me, when He already blesses me everyday. He loves me so much. I felt so bad, and knew that I needed to get back to praying for others and for the people I love. That night I prayed for like 2 hours (like dad's prayer) and just thanked Him for so much. And I asked him to bless all of you back home with specific blessings. I've never felt so close to my H.F before. I felt like He was proud of me. And I knew then that I am in the right place and that the Lord has so much He needs me to do here in Central America.

 I now know why everyone says to wait till Sunday before you decide to go home or not. Sunday was the MOST spiritual sunday I have ever felt. I was a big crying mess!!! Which is normal for me considering my eyes never seem to be dry. But we learned about gratitude and how if we are grateful no task seems too hard. And I can testify of that. Because the moment I stopped be selfish and started being grateful everything seemed glorious and happy. I know that we all have hard times but if we make the choice to be grateful for the little things that are good, then even the hard times aren't that hard.

I just love this gospel so much and I can't wait to spread it to God's children.  I love the people of Central America.  They are so special.  And I feel like I have a tiny bit of God's love for them because all I want to do is serve them.... I love you all too!!

OKay now time for the fun stuff..... I am in a threeio in my companionship.  My campaƱas are Hermana Galland from California, and Hermana Woodword from Utah!  I love them so much!!!  They have been there for me so much. It's good because when I have a bad day they keep me happy.  And when they have a bad day I can keep them happy.  They are super fun and so sweet.  I love that we get along so well.

Our district is called LUCAS so remember that if I bring them up again.  The name reminds me of Lukie Bukie every time. It's funny cuz when we got to the CCM (ce-ce-eme) I thought the boys were like 15 years old. I swear Luke looks older than some of them. But the more I get to know them the more I see their desire to serve the Lord and His children. I have grown to love everyone in my district. They are just awesome.  I taught our lesson on Sunday and they all gave such good feed back and the spirit was so strong.  I have 3 Poly's in my district which helps so much!!!!  When I hang out with them I feel like I am just chilling out with Josh, Luke, Paula, and all the boys.  There are two samoans and one TONGAN!!  Elder Ngungutau, Elder Fue, Elder Tafunga(who is Sterling and Evan Moes cousin).  They all deal with my tears so well.  I love them all like brothers!

Thank you to everyone for your prayers. I dont know how but I feel them so strong. Whenever things are hard I can feel the prayers of the members all over the world, and my ward family, and my family. I love you all!!

Any way... I should end this so it's not like a novel.
But I love and miss you guys all soo much!!
I have come to understand the word "Love" so much fuller now.  Be safe and make good choices!!  Btw you can send packages to the CCM.  And dear elders here... so get on that mom!!  haha I love you!!!  And kiss Zizi babbyyy for me please.  I love love love love you guys!!  I don't think I say it enough.

BTW... They took our cameras and ipods away (thanks to past missionaries) so no pictures for 6 weeks... It stinks but it's okay.  I should send a picture that Presetente's wife took of our district... maybe next week...

LOVE YOU ALL HUH!!! Thanks for your email.

P.S. Sophia.... I miss your sweet little smile and you cray cray laugh more than you will ever know.

Thank you so much daddy!!! I think about you everyday too.. The poly elders remind me of you so much. Elder Ngungutau is a big guy and he kinda looks like you. He makes me cry because I think of you. Thank you for the scripture references, I will read them tonight. Thank you for your sacrifice in sending me on my mission.  I love it.  And I will work hard for you and for my Heavenly Father.  BTW... Tell mom that sometimes my p-day is on monday tuesday or wednesday.  Kinda annoying but just to let y’all know.  I love you and don't worry about me. I  always "Fly like a butterfly, and sting like a BEE!!"  Love you PAPA!!!!  I thought a lot about grandma this week.  I feel her looking out for me.  And I feel her love so much.

Love you daddy. Stay strong, and don't worry about me too much. You got 5 other kids to focus on.  Even though I am far away, I’m the safe one.  Love you!!

Sorry I can't answer everything mommy.. I ran out of time.  I will next week for sure.  But with the eggs and beans... ALL 3!!!  ahahaha  I love and miss you.  You are my bestest friend!!  I miss you more than you could ever know.  I wish you could be my companion for life!!  Lol  I so look forward to spending eternity with you.  I went to the temple this morning (we go every p-day) and I thought of you and daddy so much.  I know we are so far…. but at the same time I feel your love so close.  I love you mama... And I promise I will answer all the Q's next week!!  Lo siento.  Lol

--

--Hermana Kava--

One last family hug before I head off to the Guatemala MTC for the next six weeks.

I love you Daddy!
Family Hug

Giving my farewell talk on Sunday October 19th.

The beautiful Tongan leis that my auntie made.

Me and my daddy.  

My cousins Anna and Mele.

My KSG girls Cassie and Emily

I have been called to serve a mission for 18 months for
The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints
in the El Salvador San Salvador West / Belize mission!